FAIL

Well yesterday (DAY5 of fast)
I ate.
I was at school and I felt nauseous as hell and just plain terrible with no energy.
So I had a jolly rancher.
And that did not help.
I felt like shit so I waited. I felt worse.
So I ate a muffin. I felt better.
Then I just kept eating.
I went some insane binging rampage at school.
I am truly ashamed.

TODAY:
I was supposed to continue my fast. FAIL. I ate breakfast.
And the all day binge commenced again.
I feel so fat and disgusting right now.
All day I binged and purged. All fucking day.

So tomorrow.
I WILL BE BACK ON WATER.
I HAVE TO.
I am upset and ashamed.
I feel sick.
I am going to throw up now.

WISH ME LUCK ON RE-STARTING MY FAST AGAIN TOMORROW!